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I had an interesting dream last night about my prom date. FJ and Katie probably know who I’m talking about, but for the rest of you folks, all you need to know was that he was the guy I went to prom with.
In my dream I was back in highschool - sort of, because I was the current me, with Phlome as my bf (didn’t know him back then), but I was on a school trip and the subject of planning our senior trip came up (I never went on a sr. trip in real life). The school trip just happened to be to Paris. Very nice. My concern was that Prom Date (we’ll call him PD for now) is/was renowned for being very ‘pursuasive’ with girls. Basically I was afraid I would cheat on Phlome w/ PD because I had a weekness for this boy. So I was spending most of my trip in Paris avoiding him, and declining his invitations for various ‘excursions’. This is when the Sr. trip came into play. He and his friend decided our Sr. trip should be to Cancun, if we could just raise enough money. So while everyone is sitting around coming up with ideas for raising money, I’m debating on wether I should even consider going. Being in Paris w/ PD was one thing, but being on a beach in Cancun in nothing but swimwear, was competely different. So what should I do!? Skip the sr. trip and miss out on a free trip to Cancun w/ all my friends and tons of partying? Or go party with the rest of them and risk my relationship with Phlome? Oh the agony, the decisions…arggggg! And this whole time PD is looking at me and that ‘you will succumb to me’ kind of way. Ok that sound eerie, but it wasn’t. Anyway the whole dream was rather stressfull, part of me wanted to have my fun with PD, then just go back to my life, because we both knew that it would never develop any sort of relationship, but on the other had, at the way the plans were going, this might become some sort of regular thing, where once a year I’d meet him somewhere we’d have a fling then go back to our regular lives. The other part of me knew it was wrong. I think…
So, all this is going through my mind while the trip was being planned, and nothing ever actually happened in the dream.

So this leads to the question of the day: Would you ever do it?
If there was some person who you had no relationship with whatsoever, besides the physical, would it be okay to have a fling once in a while? Knowing you would always go back to the one you love? Knowing your heart belonged to your love, would it be okay to have some raucous fun w/ someone else, for that sole purpose alone, once in a while?
Yes, really that is just one question.

The Princess Bride is one of my all time favorite movies. So much so that I can stay up all night watching it for the upteenth time while chugging a bottle of wine, but I fall asleep during my first viewing of Equilibrium when I’m stone sober.
This was much to Phlome’s dismay, as I wouldn’t let him go to bed, when he started falling asleep on the couch. Don’t worry folks, I didn’t keep him up all night last night, this was Sat. night.

Anyway - this morning it was super windy out. Not only that, but our building seems to be surrounded by a wind tunnel. I’m not just talking breezy here, I mean the gusts of wind were so strong that my blouse was actually unbuttoned by the force of the wind! Twice! First it was the middle button on my blouse not too risque but unsettling none the less. Then the wind started blowing my blouse up (it’ snot tucked in) and all of a sudden it was going up way further than it should, and I noticed it was because the bottom button had come ondone! Fortunatly no one else was nearby, so I was safe, but still yet, it’s a bit disconserting when mother nature starts trying to take your clothes off.

So, anyway, it’s been an interesting morning.

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There are some late bloggers out there - they may be risking the wrath of the blogstapo. … Not that I would know…

And I mean that in the most loving way. But there is a reason the word for a female dog is synonymous with mean woman. Cuz they’re bitches!
Yesterday was a very stressful day for Mira, here’s how I imagine it playing out:

All starting on Sunday night:
“oh no, he’s leaving again! why does he always leave, I’m sad when he leaves.”
this would be Mira being upset about zero packing in preparation for his flight out monday.
Monday morning:
“*wimper* he’s leaving me again, what did I do to make him keep leaving?”
…”pleaaaaaaaaase take me with you!”
(Mira gets to go in the car.)
“What? what’s this? I get to go too!? really? yay! whoo hoo! I”m goin’ on a trip with my Person - ha, and that other dog can stay home all she wants, I’m going on a trip! yay!”
…
(Mira arrives at the vet/groomer)
“Whoo hoo! hey where are we, ooh look people, I love new people! yay people! hey, who are you, you look nice, what are we gonna do?.
wait, wait, where are you going!? don’t leave me here, I like new people but I want to go with you!”
(Zero leaves for the airport)
“Hey, don’t put me in there! what are you doing!? what is that!? arggg….”
(Mira gets shaved)
“OUCH! that hurts! you do realize I have skin under all this fur! OUCH! quit that, you’re hurting me! I want my person baaaaaaaaack!”
(Later that day, Phlome goes to pick up Mira)
“Oh thank god! you don’t know what they put me through in there, please just take me back to my person! pleaaaaase!…Yay - I’m home! ok where is he? He’s not here!? he did leave me? with those evil people who cut me when they were trying to shave me? *wimper*”
(more…)

Note to self: Alwasy carry sunscreen during the summer, you never know when you’ll have the opportunity to get burned.
Phlome updated briefly about our trip to the races. I got burned waymore than I would have expected (especially since I was expecting to be sitting indoors in the ac and not out in the sun with the riffraff).
Anyway, the rest of this weekend I had a line from a friends episode where Phoebe squeals “He’s her lobster!” except it went “She’s a lobster!” in the Phoebe squeal.
I’ve been using lots of aloe lotion, so maybe i won’t peel as much, and hopefully I’ll keep some color. What I really need is Katie’s amazing spray on tan stuff for my legs, which are still translucent (as usual).

Last night we watched All the Queen’s Men starring Eddie Izzard and Matt LeBlanc. Here’s a great pic of Eddie from the movie. Posing as a member of the 101st Airborne Transvestite Brigade. I think Matt LeBlanc may want to look into a career as an action hero. He’s go the look down, and he did a pretty decent job as the masculin hero (who’s forced to wear a dress, which actually doesn’t look to bad on him).

oh and BTW the new AM here, well call her Lois, is a nut. She’s pretty sure satan came to her last night. Sometimes I’ll share with you her runin with a Palm reader in New Orleans, who told her she’d be married in 17months. Well there, Iguess I already told the story, but she really belives it will happen. She also reads her horoscope everymorning, and not just for entertainment purposes.
Anyway, Even if I thought Satan came to me in my sleep, I’d not be sharing that info with co-workers. And though she didn’t announce it to us, she told her friend over the phone all about it, and everyone can here everyone else’s conversations in cube land.
I better get to work, before Satan decides to infiltrate my cube.

***daily update***
As bunny mentioned before, posting multiple times during a day leads to fewer comments per post, so for maximum effect I’m ‘updating’ my posts from no own.

I tried commenting on neko’s blog about the gender challenged person holding the bunny, and the liklihood of the armless woman video being bought by a person with an amputee fetish, or ampotemnophilia but halo scan is being sketchy today. Sorry neko - I tried.
In the meantime read Apotemnophiles

UPDATE again
Sexual Chocolate

***Update***
Before we get into my previous ramblings I must share this:
and this is all for jess and her little fish

***and back to our scheduled broadcasting***

History especially war histories, specifically WWII
Religions
- the Occult
- mythologies
- dogma
- Christianity as mythology
The human mind
- psychology
- Case studies
- Personality Disorders
- Psychoses/Meuroses
- Affect of child abuse on a persons world view
- neuropsychology
- effects of chemicals on the brain
- chemical reactions in the brain and how the corelate with our emotional and physical responses to stimuli

People - this may be the ultimate umbrella topic. Because really, its people and our interactions with eachother and our environment, that’s what it all comes down to.

Yay! I had actually kinda planned on coming in a bit late today, but still managed to get here by 8:03. Now I hope to leave a bit early.
I think the plan tonight is to go see “Super Size Me” at the Magnolia theatre. We’re hoping Bunny and L can make it, at least as an escape from the barrage of incoming family for a bit.
I think I’ll plan on taking a nap before we go.
More weekend plans include going to the horse races on Saturday. I’m looking forward to it, it should be fun. The first race starts at 1:30, so I figure if I’m up by noon, we should have plenty of time to get there, since we live about 10 mins. from the track.
Other than that, I think Phlome’s mom thinks I’m demon spawn. But I’ll let him explain that one.

While my blog may be lazy, at least I’m blogging.

and as stated in a comment on theprevious post. Last night went over pretty well. lots of beer
*note to self - 1/2 beer + empty stomach = loopy ninsi
1.5 beer + some food = loopier
2.5 beer = need more water
ninsi is a lightweight
it don’t take much

“So you think only a woman, can truly love a man
Well, buy me a dress and I’ll be more woman than a man like you can stand;
I’ll be your venus on a chocolate clamshell
rising from a sea of marshmallow foam!

Comon Sugar Daddy bring me hoooooooooo oooooome!”

Just thought I’d sing a little song since no one else is around…

Busy busy day.
Not much to share, perhaps more tonight or tomorrow.
Planning, running around preparing etc. etc.
at 2:00 off to the ballpark. Had planned on taking an early lunch but doesn’t look like it’s gonna happen - I may not get a lunch before 2.

Actually I’m hoping when the bigwigs run off to their lunch meetings I can slip a way too. The CEO and VP of HR are here and causing quite a twitter. Everyone behaving on their best behaviour.

Ok - got to get to work so I can head to the ballpark at 2

I know I have work to do - but I just can’t focus.
I need to step out for a while. This may mean taking an early lunch. But I hate early lunches, because they make for long afternoons.

I’ll go out for lunch, run by the store, then come back and really get down to work. Make a few phone calls etc. etc.

I’m distracted by the quarterly meeting that is tomorrow - I’m in charge of it’s planning/coordinating. I’m worried about things not going over smoothly, about people being disappointed. Once it’s over, I can then focus on the rest of myjob. So it’s like i”m waiting for it to be over so I can get back to work. I hate that feeling.

Phlome has helped to fix a few things on my blog. As FJ says, it needs my personal touch. I’ll play with it some more this weekend, and get back to my purple/green color scheme probably.
Ok - so now it’s 11:15 - I think I’ll close this out, do a couple of things and head to lunch in a half hour. that’ll be closer to a not so late lunch. I hate being back from lunch before 1…